The Space in Between

May you, too, begin to reclaim the hallowed ground of your space between.

May you feel it.

May you rest.

And may you be restored, to the fullness of your humanity.



Life and Death

We “are devastated by this reminder of the power of nature, both for life and death, and the absoluteness of life deep in the Amazon rainforest,” the centre said in its statement.


In uterus 

I cried some today.

I thought about the first earthly voice we all started to recognize from the womb, that of our sacred mothers.

I want to build my mom a palace.

Lord, I pray that you continue to pour out your blessings upon my mother and help her and my dad become us citizens.

In the name of Jesus, amen.

Soy feliz porque te perdí para que te encontrarás.

Soy feliz porque nuestro  final tuvo un gran propósito.

Soy feliz porque al fin nuestra guerra tiene paz.

Soy feliz porque reconozco que aún te amo aunque no te tengo, ni te quiero.

Soy feliz porque al igual qut tu, yo también me encontré.


When you feel the need to prove yourself to others, make sure it is to those that truly love you.

While you’re at it,  keep in mind that they’ll love you regardless. 

And sometimes you just need to prove yourself.

If this is the case, make sure you really love yourself.

There’s really no reason to prove anything to anyone, including oneself.


Prefiero morir llena de fe que vivir en desconfianza.

Prefiero morir llena de confianza que vivir con inseguridad .

Prefiero morir llena de esperanza que vivir en esta falsa realidad.

Prefiero morir con seguridad que vivir llena de dudas.

 Prefiero morir llena de amor que vivir con repugnancia .

Prefiero morir con buena actitud que vivir quejándome.

Prefiero morir con las manos en el corazón que vivir con mucha razón .

Prefiero vivir un solo día contigo que 100 sin ti.

Morire con mucha fe, confianza, esperanza, seguridad, amor, buena actitud, y con las manos en el corazón gracias a ti.


The way we see things affects our attitudes and actions 

If your perspective about a person, your attitudes and actions towards them are wrong

Your always and  you never are false perpective.

If your perspective about yourself and god sees you is wrong – no good.

If your perspective about god is wrong -no good. 

The truth is not all are saved. Not all ar born again.

You have to shift the paradigm from which you think of. A pattern by which we relate. 

Change the pattern and perspective . They are not healthy. The lens or grid you see through . A filter. 

It is necessary for us to change the way we think. We are changed by the renewing of the mind.

Lens changes examples. Joseph, book of Genesis. Jacob had a wife that could not have children . God never told them to have multiple wives. If the wife was not able to conceive,they could take a second wife. Joseph was the first born of the wife he loved. 

Joseph was favored and had an atittude.  Joseph shaved. Hebrews did not shave , it was a hunkering gesture. I must serve others , the goal is not about my glory. It’s not about my steem. 


O God, when I listen to the voices of animals, the sounds of trees, the murmurings of water, the singing of birds, the whistling of the wind, or the boom of thunder, I see in them evidence of Your unity; I feel that You are supreme power, omniscience, supreme knowledge, and supreme justice.I recognize You, O God, in the trials I am going through. May Your pleasure be my pleasure, too. May I be Your joy, the joy that a Father feels for a son. And may I think of You calmly and with determination, even when I find it hard to say I love You.

Jesus Christ!!

This is my honest  truth, I wrote this as I not do pleasantly……. but oh so excitedly and..willingly  get a whiff off of my sons  covered  menthol  socks . Yum.

Jesus Christ, they FILL me and nothing else matters. 

I have experienced NIRVANA!!!!

AMEN, let me help others experience that. This my only request from God tonight.


Let me know if you disagree,

I have a problem , I know I do ! 

I remember walking into the place, I didn’t know what to get. You wanted to get a guest beer, and I said no. I ordered for you, a double 9 IPA, i ordered a buenas noches . We talked to Lizzie and nick. In between, “I got a  Lizzie is naughty” , “I want to fuck zemie but her bf would kill me shit.”

You played a couple of songs. I gave you 3 bucks and you played random hip hop funky songs. We all loved them , because you’re the best dj to my ears.

You broke the seal, your zipper was left undone, this was before you playing some songs . 

-**I love you, I loved to play with your hair through out the night .**

We the kept grooving along, this guy had way too many play songs on tap.

Your played some more on tap, two more. We tried to get less beer but got served twice as more.

I wanted to lay down on the cards but said no, I rather uber instead.

I drove home, I was fine. I temper coming up easy, the best timing. “It was i. Love I was created and in love is I hope I die” repeatedly 

As soon as I came home, you went for the smoke, I even commented in how strange your canister for holding weed was.

We went to the bench , Is shit smoke and 7/8 sppiff off weed